Email, and checking journals, and all this typing computer interface crap just doesn't cut it tonight. I lived as part of a big rumbly insanely crazy clan for such a long time, and now there's me, and there's Neil, and there's the kitty, and ... crap, I miss having friends that actually call me up to do things. We still don't have that here, after how long?
There's one sparkly darling woman from LA who still calls us and who we still call and who I know I can actually make emotional contact with - but she's not answering her phone tonight.
If any of you are reading this, my crazy big family of choice, I just miss you all, all you wonderful people out there, so much that it aches.