March 23rd, 2005

b/g - in the library

I feel a bit as if my motivation left with spring break.

I had all these plans at the beginning of last week. Granted, they weren't flying to Peru plans, or even vacationing somewhere else plans, but ... they were my plans, and I wanted to do them. Instead, I took the week off and did practically nothing. Re-read books I've already read (and a couple I hadn't). Goofed around online. Did a teeny tiny bit of gardening, but mostly just enjoyed being able to sit on my back porch and have a garden. Great stuff.

Now though, now that I'm supposed to be back in full swing, my motivation is absolutely gone. I still want to goof around and play. Sure I'm interested in class, but as of this very moment, the looming to do list feels like a giant stone wall. I'd rather find excuses to be outside. It's absolutely beautiful outside. Sunny, bright, green and fabulous. And I've got this laundry list of things I'd rather not look at. Yuk.

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