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01 September 2009 @ 07:33 pm
a horoscope ...  
possibly a needed one?

I know a 19-year-old woman who has been going through an especially vivid phase of living on the edge between yes and no. She told me that yesterday morning she woke up with the feeling that in the next 12 hours she could either commit suicide or else perform some epic deed in which she surpassed all of her previous limits. She chose the latter path, completing an 18-mile bike ride that tested her endurance and drove her into the heights of exhilaration. As she pedaled, she drove herself onward with the throbbing thought that this was a perfect way to silence the self-destructive voice within her. I offer her victory to you, Libra, as being worthy of imitation.

There are nights when i get home that i wish i was living alone.  I am truly tired of the roller-coaster-drama-rama that I have had a hand in creating.  Can it be over now? Please?
my monkied brain: _ash-tastic!katekat1010 on September 2nd, 2009 05:14 am (UTC)
i would drive up there just to get away from it all (i'm small enough to hide in your closet, really) but my sensei would definitely be pissed at me too. So i totally understand!

but i totally appreciate the sentiment, nonetheless darling. *squishes you tight*